FEAR (2021)

dance music film
Director, Concept, Editor

FEAR – Film

– Nov 13th The Hague Global Cinema Festival Honorable Mention
– Nov 8-11 Girona Filmfestival “Official Selection”
– Oct 27 – Nov 02 Evolution Mallorca International Film Festival “Official Selection”
– Oct 9th Sunlight Filmfestival “Official Selection”
– Oct 2nd Cardiff mini Film Festival “Official Selection”
– Sept 14-19th Choreoscope “Official Selection”
– Sept 9 -14th Festival of Nations “Official Selection”
– Sept 13th Paris Art & Movie Awards Nomination: “Best Music Video”
Aug WINNER “Best Music Video“-LondonIndieShortFrames
– Sept WINNER “Best Music Video Clip” Vesuvius International Film Festival
– July 29th La Jolla International Fashion Film Festival
Nomations: “Best Creative Concept” , “Best Music Video” , “Best Dance Video”

Although it is currently very difficult to produce new film projects due to the precarious situation around Corona, we shot a new film in February 2021. The title fits this time and is a song by Ksenia Parkhatskaya – a confession about a difficult time

 Face everything and rise

Deeper and deeper dragged into the cave of the fear, seductive poisonous queen, maybe one day she will be able to inhale a different dawn?

Ksenia Parkhatskaya

The song is about fear and it’s destructive power. An expression of weakness and strength to realize, face one’s fears and rise.

When life is ruled by fear, there are no winners, we all lose. Acting out of fear, we built a world of evil, misleading ourselves that this is for the good.

All we are and will ever want is love.

Searching for the wrong one, for the enemy, to lift and identify yourself. Putting upfront our eyes, heart a shield and sword of identity. We ran with almighty power to slit throats on the way cutting whoever might be unlucky to be around. One might want to ask… really, why?
Out of deep and throbbing fear


by Ksenia Parkhatskaya

Fear, paralyzing fear
To be left alone
In the shell of your own
And sink in your misery

Fear, terrifying fear
To be misinterpreted
With what you did or said
Twisting your history

Like poison you come
In the fragile times
To choke my freedom

Your field is a lie
covered with mines
I can’t let it mislead me

Fear, overwhelming fear
To miss your chance
You might think happen once
In the race for the victory

Like poison you come
In the fragile times
To choke my freedom

Your field is a lie
covered with mines
I can’t let it mislead me

Fear, agonising fear
To not be loved
In this separating world
Where all fight for identity

And I
Will learn how
To walk without it

About Ksenia Parkhatskaya

“Ksenia Parkhatskaya is a world-renowned dancer who’s worked with artists and projects as diverse as Postmodern Jukebox, the Paris Opera Orchestra and Christian McBride.
But despite having over 250 million video views, she turns her attention now to her life-long passion as a singer.

Her sombre, rich vocals draw comparisons to Melody Gardot, Stacy Kent and Katie Melua, but her songwriting, with husband and bassist David Duffy, stretches far beyond jazz into areas of cinematic and even electronic music” – Jazzfuel

Ksenias website

Song written by Ksenia Parkhatskaya
Lyrics by Ksenia Parkhatskaya
Sounddesign: David Duffy
Music Producer: David Duffy

Voice: Ksenia Parkhatskaya
Bass: David Duffy
Drums: Anton Jarl
Fender rhodes: Gilles Estoppey
Guitar: Ferran Donatelli , Keelan Kenny
Recorded, Mixed and Mastered by Ferran Donatelli
Vértigo Studios

Singer, Dancer: Ksenia Parkhatskaya
Choreographer: Aina Lanas
Dancer: Aina Lanas, Irene Baeza Lopez, Ksenia Parkhatskaya

Concept, Director, Editor: Julie Boehm
DoP: Christoph Bockisch
Gaffer: Peter Kreil
1rst AC: Venus Villa
VFX: Marc Zimmermann
Best Boy: David Duffy
Set Photographer: Núria Aguadé
Hat Designer: Judith Sturm
Makeup Artist: Julia Vargas Cometta
Costumes: Ksenia Parkhatskaya, Eulàlia Batlle Gallardo, Julie Boehm
Producer: Ksenia Parkhatskaya
Jazzville Productions

Special Thanks to
The Catwalk Studio, Barcelona – Oscar Latorre


Official Selection (World Premiere) with 3 nominations at La Jolla, US
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